I somehow did something wrong today. I really don't know exactly what I did that was so wrong, but it must have been pretty bad, since someone who said they'd always be my friend just dumped me as a facebook friend. No note as to why. Just deleted me from their friend list. I also know it wasn't accidental, because this person didn't have many friends. And from what I can tell, the person blocked me too.
All this makes me wish I could go back a few hours and not do whatever it was I did that made this person kick me out of their life. Because I'm hurting very badly due to this. I know I shouldn't care. That if it was so easy for this person to do that, they weren't really a friend anyways. Since a real friend would have talked about whatever was bothering them.
I hope I'll be able to pick of the pieces of my broken heart and move on. Maybe even use this experience to motivate me to try even harder. So I can say "You threw me away and now look at me, I have a number one best seller, but you didn't want me as your friend."
Yeah, I can't help but want to rub things in the face of the people who hurt me. But I usually think better of it before I do it. All I know is I find motivation in whatever life throws at me.
All this makes me wish I could go back a few hours and not do whatever it was I did that made this person kick me out of their life. Because I'm hurting very badly due to this. I know I shouldn't care. That if it was so easy for this person to do that, they weren't really a friend anyways. Since a real friend would have talked about whatever was bothering them.
I hope I'll be able to pick of the pieces of my broken heart and move on. Maybe even use this experience to motivate me to try even harder. So I can say "You threw me away and now look at me, I have a number one best seller, but you didn't want me as your friend."
Yeah, I can't help but want to rub things in the face of the people who hurt me. But I usually think better of it before I do it. All I know is I find motivation in whatever life throws at me.